December 2009
21 posts
Dec 31st
Stuart little.
Ok, so a little recap of my day! some nigga kept blowin up my phone! no clue who the fuck it was either! no lie, that blocked number  dialed 20 times! talk about no life! haha he sang to me, i sang to him i told him he dont know me like that so get back get back! then he started tunin some miley cyrus!and i was like hayy this nigga knows me xD but then he asked me when i was gunna suck his...
Dec 31st
Your weird,
Ahaha oh dearr the things bordem does to us these days.. http://www.formspring.me/Pauupau
Dec 30th
Americas next (not) top model!
the photoshoots were funn fun fun! =D but that boy is a monster! he really did eat my heart. . boo, what the fuckkk is wrong withh me!!? buildding multiple bridges. anywho, today was the beach shoot . fuckkkin cold ass waterr! ahah creepy guy tryna take a glance at my rack and ass! the fuckk! xD mann what an adventure, im glad i can feel my toes again! =] maby later ill go more into...
Dec 28th
“Show me your teeth! DLO”
Dec 27th
I hate feeling ugly -_-
Dec 26th
Dear Santa,
‘tis the eve b4 Christmas and almost all is right, even thoe me and my sister were this close into getting into a big fight! It’s time for a change color my hair chocolate cherry and add some layers here and there, if I could I totally would permanently straighten my hair, for tonight I’m excited it’s boutta be a mexican fiesta :D
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
All these things that I've done
Mm that seasonal depression shit is commin back! Boo. I hate it. I hate when it feels like you do so much for the world and you don’t get anything back. The world is just taker and I’m it’s giver. -_- Whatevv I love my cousin! I’m so glad she’s here! I could tell her anything and I mean she is the most open minded understanding person I know! Yesterday I caught...
Dec 23rd
Dec 20th
Speechless.
I Havent rambled in  a while! today my sister had a partyy and these niggas were hella getting outta pockett and were all likefuck the bayy fuck wsu . you know what i say? FUCK THE WORLD! DLO WE DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO HOE! HAH but yea annies cousin is a cutiee, hella shy thoe! i gave my cousin a shot of i believe it was SKY and she MADE me have some too! haah that didnt get me at all! i...
Dec 20th
Dec 18th
Alejandro
So I haven’t blogged in a while. Hah it was a pretty emotional roller coated week last week FUCK PERIODS :) Omg I watched lady gaga last night and it was phenomenal! I had a hell of a time! There were gay people everywhere and the atmosphere (although filled with emmjayy) was oh so joyest! I’m gaga high. I think I’m an unstable ruckus! When asked the question , who do you...
Dec 15th
Dreamworks.
I love to make a sad friend laugh. I love how there’s just moments thrughout your days that make everything worthwhile . I love the people who make me laugh the most (props today in chem. Haha hickies) I hate when things go bad. I hate periods. I hate projects. I hate this feeling. Like i tell Aiko thoe, just breathe. The sun Will come Out tomorrow! I hoppe. Composure required ...
Dec 12th
Title, optional.
I cant wait until tomorrw! i gotta feeling! xD man i wish my mommma wasnt being soo uptight with me. i just wanna hang out with  my friends. im tired of being homee yah feelzz? im excited for secret santa, im making alot of people mixes. i love doing it. mixing, ive thought about it might be my alteternative to directing. man do i got high hoppes! see i think i just wanna get outta here and go...
Dec 9th
The sun will come out Tomorrow
So looks like things are changing up! Haha today was iight. Except someone made me throw an evil eye. Yea ok maby I didn’t ask to work with you, but you shoulda asked. Whatever . Haha playing hard to get or whT!? So my other situation seems to be clearing up! Tweets about another makes it easier for me to move on and to be happy for both you and I! :) maby we can be good friends after all...
Dec 8th
Listeni dedicate this to one of my better friends.
Dec 7th
Bad romance.
rawr. a part of me want you to get off my nuts, whats done is done you fucked me up, i didnt deserve that. you dont deserve me. sometimes i wish there were any gray areas just simply black and white. bc now theres and inner part of me that wants to turn back time and erase what you did so we couldakept going -_- i hate my self for even thinking that… FUCKK YOU, i care about you. theres...
Dec 7th
Dec 5th
TO Whom It May Concern:
So I gotta say today was a good day! The morning was aiight, althoe I was tired bc secret Santa shit had me up all night! Janmarrk never fails to make 1st period interesting, hahaha that boy! “Miley Cyrus maan” it’s like sex Ed in a chem class. I can’t comprehend half the shitt mrs Gallup says anyways so it’s a benigit to sit in the back with a funny person! Agh...
Dec 5th
Remember December,
HEY, Guess what, i made this tumblr shitt! xD What is a blog anyways? haha is it where you get emo and talk shit? im downn! ;) GUARD, its lovely. I need to work on a lot and separate my emotions from talent, but i think ill get by! SO I HEAR, there’s drama in guard world.no  not WORLDGUARD just guardworld in general. HA, hopefully the seasons greeting make everything chill again. GURL,...
Dec 2nd